So, my life took a little unexpected turn yesterday that I wasn't really expecting. Going into work after having 2 weeks off, I am told that I either need to pick up more hours or they are going to have to let me go. Well, the hours they wanted me to work would be the time that I am home with my family. I never got a job intending for it to take me away from my family, only for something good for me to do while my kids were at school. So, I declined, they let me go and I was on my way home. I was pretty upset. I have been at this job for a year and a half now, I have really enjoyed it. I didn't even get so much as a thank you from the owner, which kind of hurt my feelings. So, now what?? I really don't know. Someone wise told me that when God closes a door he always opens a window, so now I am looking for that window. Is it another job? Am I suppose to be at home right now? Do I look for something I can start myself? Where it is the end of school, I am looking forward to a summer of fun with my kids, having them home. But when school starts again in the fall, I know I am going to be feeling like there has to be more to my life than this. This job was just so perfect for me, the hours and the place, I couldn't have asked for a better job for ME. Will I find something like that again? Who knows? My dear, sweet husband helped me to see that there are lots of things out there that I can do, I just have to find what it is I want. I know that I want to be home when my kids are, I know that I would enjoy doing something that I can do part time while the kids are at school. I like making a little of my own money. But, I am trying to look for the positive. I know that Heavenly Father has a plan for me, and I trust him to direct my path, whatever that direction is. And that makes me feel a lot better.
Thursday, April 28, 2011
What is it they say about life handing you lemons???
So, my life took a little unexpected turn yesterday that I wasn't really expecting. Going into work after having 2 weeks off, I am told that I either need to pick up more hours or they are going to have to let me go. Well, the hours they wanted me to work would be the time that I am home with my family. I never got a job intending for it to take me away from my family, only for something good for me to do while my kids were at school. So, I declined, they let me go and I was on my way home. I was pretty upset. I have been at this job for a year and a half now, I have really enjoyed it. I didn't even get so much as a thank you from the owner, which kind of hurt my feelings. So, now what?? I really don't know. Someone wise told me that when God closes a door he always opens a window, so now I am looking for that window. Is it another job? Am I suppose to be at home right now? Do I look for something I can start myself? Where it is the end of school, I am looking forward to a summer of fun with my kids, having them home. But when school starts again in the fall, I know I am going to be feeling like there has to be more to my life than this. This job was just so perfect for me, the hours and the place, I couldn't have asked for a better job for ME. Will I find something like that again? Who knows? My dear, sweet husband helped me to see that there are lots of things out there that I can do, I just have to find what it is I want. I know that I want to be home when my kids are, I know that I would enjoy doing something that I can do part time while the kids are at school. I like making a little of my own money. But, I am trying to look for the positive. I know that Heavenly Father has a plan for me, and I trust him to direct my path, whatever that direction is. And that makes me feel a lot better.
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Eastering
I have to start off my post by saying what gratitude fills my heart at the gift that Our Savior gave to all of us. I can never watch anything or hear music about the sacrifice and resurrection of Jesus without feeling so much love. I love being able to reflect on these things and know how much my Savior loves me.
Of course easter just wouldn't be easter without coloring eggs. Not my favorite thing to do, but, hey, its tradition.Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Spring Break: The end
Friday: we left at 730 am to head to Grandma Kris's house to drive with her to st. george. The drive was perfect and went by quickly. We got to St. George, ate some lunch, and the kids were all ready to head to the pool!! While the kids swam we basked in the sun, talking and eating and soaking up all the nice rays. It was PERFECT!!!
Grandma Kris totally spoiled us on this vacation, we had the best time getting to hang out with her, and I am glad she can put up with tage and aliah bickering all the time. I honestly could have stayed another day or two. We left at about 230 for home and made it to Grandmas house by 6. A great, uneventful ride home. It was the best end to a great spring break, and we all had so much fun with grandma kris.
Life IS good. :)
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Spring Break Day 4:
A pretty chill day.
I went and "borrowed" my niece Mia this morning for an hour. She had 4 people totally doting over her. We all love her. She is the sweetest, cutest thing ever and at the best age!! I need to do this more often.
1. It meant I didn't have to take them to see it.
2. I got a few hours to myself.
3. Kids got quality time with their grandparents. Definitely a win/win situation. Thanks mom and dad!!
Now:
Now:Aliah: playing at a friends house. :)
Tage: at a friends birthday party :)
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Spring Break Day 3
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Spring Break day 2
I should have known the sunshine was too good to be true. Didn't sleep well last night so I woke up at 10 this morning, I love lazy mornings! For lunch me and the kids met some of our favorite people at Artic Circle, our friends the Binghams! Artic Circle is a tradition for us. :) We ate and played and talked. Tage and Rach went back to her house to play and Celine and Malia went to the mall.
Monday, April 11, 2011
Spring Break Day 1
We woke up to the sun shining which couldn't have made me happier! How nice it was to sleep in and not have to take the kids to school. We all enjoyed a leisurely morning.
After we got ready, we headed out to Target. I made the kids try on these easter headbands, yes, they hated it...well, except for aliah. Right when we were leaving Target I got a phone call from my boss at work telling me we were so slow so she wouldn't be needing me for the next two weeks. That put a little bit of a damper on my mood for a minute, I hate missing out on that money. But, I tried to shake it off and go onto the next thing.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
uuummm.....
So....yeah, I guess my life is pretty boring right now. I can't think of one dang thing to post about!! The weather has been miserable, maybe thats my problem. I am so anxious for sunshine nothing seems good without it. :) But: it is the beginning of spring break with my kids, so my plan is to document every day with a picture. That will at least make my blog a little more interesting right now. I am looking forward to a week with them, lets see if I still say that at the end.... :)
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